Monday, March 24, 2025

Horse mom

Just like Jesus, I was born in a stable.
My horse mother birthed me onto a bale of hay, my
Father held her hooves like the good husband
He was. His fingers ran through her mane
As he shushed her. She likes it when he shushes her.
I was born to run, my horse mom said, not just because
Of her horseness, but because Springsteen
Said so. We’d race in the backyard, she tried to
Let me win, but I would always trail behind.
Her hooves sound like high heels on our tiled bathroom floors,
I always wonder how a high-heeled mother can teach
Her child how to leap.
She used to put on a saddle and let me ride on her back
Even though it made her feel more horse than mother.
She was smooth and chestnut, an equine of her time.

 

feedback please! need to fix it up before i submit. text me or comment ur feedback good or bad i promise i will not be offended i love feedback. i hope you liked my poem about if my mom was a horse. 

Thursday, March 20, 2025

beginners guide to becoming a poetry addict chronologically

Anyone and everyone should write poetry. However, if you want to become dedicated to the craft, i really truly believe you need to consume as much poetry as you physically can. Once you find the groove of what you like in poetry, you will find your style, and you will start to love your own poetry. even the most self hating writers find bits and pieces of others in their writing that they enjoy.

1. you have to begin with the basics and i apologize for that but it is more worth it than anything in the world. you dont need to read keats and tennyson and wordsworth and yeats, but you must read dickinson and whitman. the 19th century does not exist with out them. poetry would not be what it is today without them. 

   Dickinson must reads

- hope is the thing with feathers

- there is a certain slant of light

- i heard a fly buzz

- i felt a funeral in my brain

   Whitman must reads

- song of myself

 that's really it (its really long)

if you are deeply committed to the cause then you should read dickinsons collected poems and whitmans leaves of grass. but just those few poems will do as well.

2. enter the twentieth century and read as much as you can from these early 20th century poets (especially my poems of choice by them). modernism on the rise, tradition to the wind, all of this poetry is an attempt to break out of the traditions that poetry was, and is preparing for what poetry will become. 

— langston hughes

Blues in Stereo

Harlem

Mother to Son

— Sylvia Plath

Daddy

Lady Lazarus

Pursuit

— Audre Lorde

Power

Never to Dream of Spiders

Coal

—Elizabeth bishop

    The Shampoo

    The Fish

    One Art

3. The late twentieth century is the best era for poetry and i believe that with all of my heart. i could list approximately 10 billion poems i think everyone needs to read from this time but i will whittle it down to three because i am so kind

— Allen ginsberg

howl

a supermarket in california

america

— Eileen Myles

peanut butter

snakes

— Maya Angelou (especially if you are interested in performing poetry and not just writing)

i know why the caged bird sings

still i rise (everyone has heard this poem but i implore you to read it again with a pencil in hand because the more you read it the more beautiful it becomes)

 — diane seuss

   i met a dying man

   it is abominable

   intimacy unhinged

4.  We finally arrive to the 21st century. let's get contemporary let's get awesome lets say bye to all tradition and make shit up! anyone who tells you that contemporary poetry isnt as good as the classics is stupid and needs to be killed. 

— Terrance Hayes

    please just read his entire collection lighthead as it is one of the most beautiful poetry collections i have ever read. i cannot recommend it enough.

— Ocean Vuong

    on earth we're breifly gorgeous

    DetoNation

    you guys

— Mary Oliver (she fits into late 20th as well but she is just so prolific that i could put her in either. her work is unique enough to be put in this category.)

    wild geese 

    dog songs

    the summer day

 There are so many I couldnt include if you want to read my collected poetry anthology which has many of my favorite poems let me know because i want everyone to read every poem that has shaped me as a writer.

5. Please please read letters to a young poet by Rainer Maria Rilke. You dont even need to read any of his poetry, just read his poetic advice. It changes the way you think about writing and construction and passion and form and beauty and everything. I use his words every day when i write. I think it is a necessity to a new poet. 

6. Discover on your own! start at whichever era you enjoyed the most, google prominent writers during that time, read as much as you can, absorb their structure, word choice, themes, and it will become incredibly present in your writing.

Tuesday, March 18, 2025

401k

They're taking my money and giving it to someone else.
Not that I make all that much in the first place I just
Wish that I could keep the extra four dollars on my hundred
Dollar paycheck to buy new guitar strings. My high E
Has been out of commission for six months now. That’s
One hundred and four dollars I could have used to fix my
Guitar, but instead it's getting sent to a seventy-five-year-old
Who probably should have died (tragically) at twenty-six.
I hope whoever’s getting my money uses it on blunt wraps
And lighter fluid and not on the overdue electric bill.

Monday, March 17, 2025

im getting published

 sorry for lack of blog posts. more coming soon. i wanted to dop nothing at all last week so i did nothing at all last week. writing is impossible but it is also necessary because i love it so much. anyway i am getting three of my pieces published, my short story in Hive Literary Journal (some small journal in arkansas) and two poems to the Northern New England Review (another small literary journal but in new england this time. They get copies of each edition sent to libraries all around new england which is kind of cool). I also am in two campus magazines now (the gist and the gadfly) which is fire too. it feels so good to get accepted and it feels nothing to get rejected so i should probably just submit all of my work everywhere all the time because I have nothing to lose. 

thank you for reading my rant and life update

christmas eve journal poem

 [tried to write a poem in 5 minutes, this is what i came up with. i will prob go thru my journal andpolish some old poems to post, but this...